23 April 2004

digest number 2 - excitement --> depression

today was supposed to be an exciting day.... today my exams finally END! it's the end of all studies for me... not more taking exams for the rest of my life unless i really want to... wahahaha *bliss*
AND chomp chomp opens after 7 months of renovation....! it's wonderful.... finally....after 7 mths of waiting... it was really really 7 agonising months.... no bbq stingray, no chilli sotong, no oyster ommelette, no humm... finally today it opened.... i ate SO much... woooweee

however, it was also quite a depresing day... i think i failed today's exam. AHHHHH... it was horrible... omg... mental block at the 1st qn... think i wrote 0.5 pages of sense and 1.5 pages of rubbish. pure rubbish. omg... sigh... okie... i've gotten over it... guess i can't possibly fail the entire module. i PRAY i wun fail the module. having to come back from USA for one extra semester to take 1 freaking module is NOT good... a D at least... a D........ pleaseeeeee

2nd traumatic incident was after the exam... had a short talk with a friend... found out about some stuff that has happened in her life. some stuff that i don't exactly agree with, but i still love her. {u'r still very very close to my heart!}

yeah.. so the excitement was kinda overthrown by depression... oh wellz. life will get better... as aaron says... "where's ur faith?" yeah.. so FAITH... i trust, i believe, EVERYTHING will work out for good.

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