emotional bettina

saturday was an emotional day for me... i dun even know why i was emotional! i think it was the full moon. (i might as well blame it on the moon) the moon was reaaaaallly pretty. let me describe the whole process to you. it started rising around 9pm, and it was half hidden behind the mountains. so u could only see the top half of it. Then, it rose more and u could see the whole moon. it was orange. it rose more and ascended behind a cloud, so that only the bottom half could be seen. THEN, it was hidden behind the cloud and all u could see was like a spotlight shining from behind the cloud, making a circle of light on the water (imagine like Mr Bean, how the spotlight shines down) then it rose past the cloud and u could see the big round moon. apparently, this full moon is called a blue moon, cos it's the second full moon in the same month! which is an extremely rare occurence.

neway that wasn't really why i was emo. i dunno also, think it was a combination of all factors plus extreme tiredness. samantha was sick, and her temp was 39.5 deg!!! super high!!!!!! i was so worried, and jeff had to send her to the hospital to get checked. then, i went to work, and had to train this new guy, who was extremely STUPID. he's just stupid. THEN, angel gave me a hard time about closing... he was just being mean, like teasing me... i felt pretty bad, like i was not doing a good enough job as a lead. but with all the factors combined... it was just too much to handle. i was so pissed with angel tho, cos he was just being overly picky and just basically giving me a hard time. he got a little scared... and apologised. i wld have been fine if he had just let me go... but he very concernedly asked if i was alright, and i guess all the frustrations and anger erupted in tears ( as usual... cos i dunno how else to release my emotions).

after which i really felt stupid... cos i just cried in front of angel. bah. but angel's really cute when he's sorry about something... like i was in his car crying a little, and he's like "i'm sorry" and he rubs my head... i made him feel really bad. wahahahaha... he won't be messing around with me for a long time!!!! yeah... it was funny... at the end, i was consoling him! and telling him that i was going to be alright instead... hahaz

yeah yeah... my emo day...

oh and yesterday, i was so clumsy... i spilt milk all over the floor, broke a blender, and did tons of stupid things. but on the bright side... i had alot of sleep......