SUPER EMO BETTINA

okie... bettina is gone from santa cruz. my last day there was yesterday and today me elaine and sam are in san diego. i'm in jason's house now... met up with him... hung out, had dinner. and he let me use his computer... how nice of him.

neway sorry for not updating for so long... but i really didnt feel like doing so. but i thought i'd just write and tell everyone that i'm doing ok and that i'm travelling now. i might not be able to use the internet much...

yesterday and today morning was super emotional. i had to leave santa cruz and all my friends... it was sad... i mean i was excited that i could go travel but still leaving is hard. and i know that i might not see these people ever again in my life. that makes it harder. also leaving a special someone that i spent 1 month hanging out with was especially hard. even though i know nothing could have ever come out of it, and that it was not possible, i still feel sad. i thought i could handle it but i guess i was wrong. i'll get over it soon... but for now... i'm still feeling the aftereffects of emotionalism. sigh.

me and my roommates had a party before we left. it was a GOOD party. we singaporeans are known for being tame, and not making too much noise. but that night... we went crazy! i think it was the best party ever thrown in la bahia. really. i'm not just bragging. everyone had so much fun. there was good music, lotsa alcohol, and everyone was drunk and happy. i was happy too. then the next day was depressing. all this emotional up and down is not doing me any good. sigh..

oh well i might update again... i might not... see how i feel.