my poor face...

it is disfigured!!!!! ARRRGGGHHHHHH.... now there's this red blood-clottish looking thing on my face....

i'm quite worried.... the doctor said that it was probably hives... but hives don't look like this! i'm pretty sure of that... hives are like huge mosquito bites... and they go away after u take antihistimines.... BUT... i took an antihistimine yesterday... and it didn't go away!!!! sigh... and then.. yesterday... i itchy fingers... go and poke at it... and liquid came out of the little bumps on my skin... and now it looks more horrible than yesterday... sigh... sigh... sigh...

i think i have a new disease... it's not a cold sore, and not a hive... what the hell is it, i have no idea. i think i shld go back and see the doctor if it doesn't get better.

and today... i went to buy a pair of charles and keith heels... cos they were having a sale. ok... i bought this pair, and wore them for 2 hours, and realised that they were damaged even before i bought them. so i went back, and tried to exchange it. BUT they didn't have my size. SO, suggest that i pick another pair, but... i don't like any of the others. they call the neighbouring shops to see if they have the pair of heels in my size, but to no avail. and... since i threw away my old pair of shoes immediately after i bought this pair, i was left shoeless. so the other alternative was to buy another pair of shoes from the shop, or go home barefoot. they wouldn't let me wear the damaged pair out of the shop because say that once the bottom is worn out, they won't be able to exchange it. sigh... so in the end, i had to buy a pair of slippers just to be able to go home. it was ridiculous, i felt. because the shoes were damaged to start with. but... i know how it feels to be a sales assistant, so i didn't want to make things any more difficult for her. i'm such a pushover... i should have asked to speak to a manager or something. bah.