fat and pimply

ahhhhh... i need to whine!!!! i have bad bad bad skin!!!!! my face is infested with pimples... even in places where there never used to have pimples... and i'm fat fat FAT!!! i tried on this dress that i wanted to wear to my supervisor's weddding that i bought in america... and omg... i almost couldn't fit!!!! i bought it in july... which means that i was not that fat yet then... which means that in the 2 mths that i was in america... i put on abt 5kg!!! fwah.... horrible... what have i been eating???

neway the musical is going well... megalife is full of talented girls!!! and some talented boys... heh. i'm alot less stressed and happier now. except for the fact that i'm fat and pimply...

i have a job offer... dun wanna say too much yet... it's not exactly confirmed... but i have accepted it... now it's more of a matter of timing and scheduling... neway i hope that goes along well.

i'm pissed with valente. he's such a lousy friend... bah. heh i can say that cos he prolly will neva read this. neway if he reads it all the better. then he'll know... haha. maybe he's found a new girlfriend... that's why i haven't heard from him in 3 wks. he din even wish me happy birthday! oh well i could always give him the benefit of the doubt and say maybe he's busy, or he got into an accident... or he died or something. yup... i'm still sore... that idiot. not very worth keeping as a friend.

finally gonna meet up the the WAT gang! that's really cool... they're coming over to my house to watch singapore idol finals and just chill. neway i think sylvester will win... i hope he does too! cos he has a chance of making it big in asia.

k k .. too tired... sleepy...

too many things, too little time.

i'm so tired... it's unbelievable. for someone who only has a temporary job... i'm really really tired. and i still gotta write a script for the musical. and i'm only 1/4 way thru that! darn...

i think it's the whole combination. going for interviews, having to go to work, and trying to write the script in the spaces in between is just about killing me.

oh yeah... for those that don't know, today is my birthday! i'm one year older, one year wiser, one year responsibler. *heh*

k so happy birthday to myself! too many things to do in the mean time to be too immersed in that. oh and i'm still wishing a specific someone will call. but it prolly won't happen.

just to let all those who are not working yet know, work sucks! it's not as fun as you think. the monotony of work is just as bad, if not worse than the monotony at school. going crazy!

hurt...

yup... literally. injured... me. sigh... i'd like to tell everyone i got into a fight... or got thrown off a motorbike or something cool like that... but unfortunately... it's not as dramatic... i fell while jogging. heh heh. oops... neway yesterday was a comedy of errors. i woke up, wanted to go jogging in the morning. realised that it was quite sunny, didn't want to get too dark, so decided to hunt for a cap to wear. then... turns out that my brother's 2 caps are missing. okay... decided to do without the cap... then i go to the shoe rack, and guess what, i can't find them! (okay. i just got a confession from my father... he stole my shoes!) neway so i decided to wear my sister's OLD rotting shoes. then... i go running... and within the 1st 10 min, i trip over a kerb, and fall on the sidewalk. resulting in abrasions on my knee and my palm. BAH. and abrasions hurt the most and take the longest to heal. especially on the knee. it hurts... so bad.... and the one on my knee is perpetually leaking. sigh. my poor leg... and my poor hand... and my poor brain... it's getting shockwaves of pain all the time. sigh

pain pain pain.....

oh today was my 1st off day in 11 days. it feels so good! finally get to relax and go shopping... and watch a movie... yeah baby... oh i finally got my paycheck. the evil people deducted 2 wks worth of cpf... which was $192!!! omg... which left me with like $300 out of $500... sigh... such a sad case...

but oh well... it's savings for my old age... heh heh