how some people can act friendly one day and unfriendly the other. i don't know what to expect. i don't know where i stand. i hate it.
the length of time u know a person does not equate to how close you are to that person. neither does it equate to the consideration that the person will show you.
18 January 2005
i don't understand
12 January 2005
The Reason
I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you...
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that i do
And the reason is you
11 January 2005
@ work blog
wahahaha... guess wat? i got internet access now... we just got our IDs and passwords today. :)
oh well... i guess this is probably illegal... but we got so much free time... i guess it doesn't do much harm! hehe
will jaime have lunch with me today? i hope so.
heh... trivial musings of Trainee Bank Officer...
:)
10 January 2005
anti-blackheads
too many... doing egg white mask to get rid of them... hehe
neway today, my training at work was serious information overload. we had so much training... and one entire part did not have detailed notes. omg... it's terrible. i dunno how i'm gonna remember it all. don't even think i absorbed all of it! haha
i like working at OCBC... at least my supervisor doesn't hate me... the working environment is so much better!
training was really boring... i zoned out in the middle of it... and even for 10 seconds drifted off into a fantasy about a person i shall not mention... haha
neway... my new goal is to become a stylish banker... wahahahaha...
09 January 2005
HAPPY TOGETHER
THE TURTLES
Imagine me and you I do
I think about you day and night
It's only right
To think about the girl you love
And hold her tight
So happy together
If I should call you up invest a dime
And you say you belong to me
And ease my mind
Imagine how the world could be
So very fine
So happy together
I can see me lovin' nobody but you
For all my life
When you're with me baby the skies'll be blue
For all my life
Me and you and you and me
No matter how they toss the dice
It had to be
The only one for me is you
And you for me
So happy together
I can see me lovin' nobody but you
For all my life
08 January 2005
TGIF
wow... u never really know the importance of a weekend till you start working... precious precious sleeping in time...
can i stress again how lazy i am... i absolutely need to sleep 8-10 hrs daily... else i'll not be a happy trooper... waking up at 7am everyday is such a killer!!!!! every night i am in bed by around 10, and asleep by 10.30!!! i'm such a lazy pig.
okie i got my jacket back... here's how it looks... me and my friend (ruilin) in MY pink jacket.
05 January 2005
missing....
... my pink jacket.... my friend has it... i hope i get it back on thurs... haha
eh it's really cute.... i lent it to her and i haven't seen it since!!!
sigh
04 January 2005
2nd day of work
just as boring... nothing to do... apparently this is common in the 1st month fo starting work. found out more about the structure/hierarchy at ocbc... i start out as Trainee Bank Officer (which is higher than bank officer-non executive post) then after a year most people progress to being Senior Officer. then, after which the next post is Assistant Manager (to which u are promoted solely though merit) then after that is Assistant Vice President.
the names sound big rite? but there are thousands of AMs, it's apparently a really common position. heh... so my goal is to become an AM 2 years. 1 year to become SO, and another to become AM. then after that we'll see. AVP is quite hard to get.
i thought i wasn't a very ambitious person... but i guess once you're in the system, you just want to climb as high as you can. yup. i will work towards fulfilling my goals.
03 January 2005
1st day of work
my post yesterday was deleted for some reason... so sad... neway i can't remember what i typed.
today... 3rd jan 2005 is my 1st real day of real work. how exciting!!!! it was more like a comedy of errors. i got up bright and early (after a tumultous night tossing and turning)and just as i was about to leave my house, i realised that i had left my keys in my dad's car. so i was hunting frantically around for a set of house keys, to my horror, none were to be found... even the set to the sliding doors. so i left my house without locking the doors. sigh. never again.... it's too dangerous man...
then, went to work, the HR lady was on MC, so some lady went through the induction to OCBC with us, but said mostly that it was self explanatory. almost everything was self explanatory. wow.... nothing really was.
at the beginning of the day i was already feeling sniffy, midway through the day, i got more and more woozy! my nose kept leaking, and i felt like falling asleep. throughout this time we were not supervised, but left alone to read our self explanatory materials....
after lunch, we came back and sat around until about 4pm when we had the beginnings of a semblence of some sort of training. half the time was spent chatting with our trainer.
neway my work ends at 6.30 not 6... so it's a 8.5 hr working day instead of 8hr. oh well... whatever.
yepz... that's the 1st day of work... quite boring...
valente is going to mexico tomorrow and only returning in 1 mth... no wonder he's been texting me recently... oh well... whatever
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