lalalalala

so... i've decided to remove the privacy settings from my blog... because... somehow having to login to view my blog mean that i cannot view my own blog from work!!!! so irritating...

bleargh...

mood: slightly depressed

felt almost like crying when i was listening to this song in the office. fortunately i didn't actually cry. that would have been embarassing.

maybe i finally listened to the words instead of just to the tune, maybe the lyrics finally made sense, maybe... growing up makes the sadness all the more real.

白色的风车 安静的转着
真实的感觉 梦境般遥远
甜甜的海水 复杂的眼泪
看你傻笑着 握住我的手

梦希望没有尽头 我们走到这就好
因为我不想太快走完这幸福
很可惜没有祝福 当爱你并不孤独
不会再让你哭

我背你走到最后 能不能不要回头
你紧紧地抱住我 说你不需要承诺
你说我若一个人会比较自由
我不懂你说什么 反正不会松手

我背你走到最后 能不能别想太多
会不会手牵着手 晚一点再到尽头
你说不该再相见 只为了瞬间
谢谢你让我听见 因为我在等待永远

i miss ocbc...

well... at least the people there.


SCB is quite different in terms of working culture, and the racial ratio in my department is like 6 Indians to 1 Chinese. And i'm the youngest female on the whole floor probably...


I wonder how long i can last there... but i guess it's a new experience, a new adventure, a test of my adaptability.


the pantry is sweet tho... there's a fancy coffee maker, and a fridge full of canned drinks.


I still don't have my own seat! boooo... i'm currently squatting at this lady's seat - she's on MC for 2 weeks at least. i can't wait to get my own table!!! one where i can decorate with all my photos and junk.


Bettina's sunrise at Changi beach...



while the real photographer snaps away with his SLR ( with multiple fancy lenses)... bettina pulls out her trusty (pink) panasonic "baby" camera, and captures her view. the sun rising from behind the clouds, without fail, every day. A reminder that God never changes, He is the same, yesterday, today, forever. And His promises never fail.